beliefs about teaching
on teachers:
~ There are no less than three major occupational tasks lumped into our conception of "teacher":
(1) someone who presents material to a group of students, engages students in the process of understanding/analyzing the material, and oversees legitimate assessment of this process
(2) someone who plans material to be presented for student engagement and assessment
(3) someone who collects and organizes the data gathered by assessment
It is becoming increasingly clear - given that I have 130 students and 3 preps - that it is frankly impossible for one person to complete all of these tasks simultaneously. At least if you have an reasonable level of concern and accountability for all three tasks. At least if you want to work within 40-60 hours a week. At least if you want to engage in extracurricular tutoring, mentoring, and group organizing.
This assertion of impossibility is not hyperbole. Nor is it a cry for sympathy. It is merely an assertion of a certain kind of impossibility. I work 70-80 hr weeks. I'm in the school building for 10 hours a day on average - often without break. I choose to do this and I enjoy doing this (though I'm well aware that it would be psychologically and physically dangerous to do this for more than a few years). I barely reach a level of competence with tasks (1) and (2), and I'm merely treading water with (3). I'm almost never more than a week ahead of planning, and usually have no idea what I'm teaching the next day (though I have committed myself to never letting myself walk into a classroom without a plan). While I regret this lack of competent preparedness (deeply), and sincerely wish that I could please my administrators by turning in the next two-weeks of lesson plans by friday afternoon every other week, there's little to no chance that it will ever get done. Because - if I want to preserve what’s left of my physical and mental health in the short term - there just isn't any more time left.
I would not wish this situation upon any human being, and it is a major part of the crippling tragicomedy of education that teachers are subject to this sort of workload as a given if they have any pretention of being competent/meaningful. I imagine that as a teacher becomes more weathered, competency is preserved at the expense of vital meaningfulness - as survival techniques are frozen into a rinse-repeat cycle of the same lesson plans and activities year in an year out.
on schools:
~ It is upon the schools to be stewards of freedom; if they fail to cultivate an attitude of civil responsibility within the agency of their wards, then they mistake their role in a democratic society - and become a great burden to democracy when they should be its strongest foothold.
~ This is the bottom line - competency in the classroom and in the school building involves a fatal concession in some sphere - be it personal or professional. As an educational community, we’ve lumped more and more responsibility on the classroom, and (rightfully) reasserted our commitment to “opportunity for all,” but we’ve failed to make an honest effort at what that actually entails. A education model that was constructed for the needs of the middle class can not merely be cut and pasted into servicing lower income and minority populations, at least with the pretense that we’ll be doing any more for poor black kids than shuffling them from room to room, and feeding them a free or reduced lunch when it’s their turn to be escorted to the cafeteria. Inasmuch as learning requires a respect for the sanctity of choice and initiative, so does teaching; the idea that we must level the playing field means we need to go in the opposite direction in terms of considering standards, accountability, and alignment as minimal bounding elements in educational mandate - actively teaching the under-served requires a higher instance of high-quality teachers, more adults in the classroom, etc. than would be necessary for a student population that comes complete with family support, functional nutrition, and various other social bells and whistles.